Last night i slept from 7pm-730this morning...but it was filled with interruptions like....Charles calling me (but not really...it was a dream), waking up to pee, and baby kicks. I woke up to see my mom before work and started doing things to get my mind off of Charles....yeah that didn't do any good. I read a blog this morning that made me cry to pieces. She talked about her son who is actually one week ahead of my husband in training. Now its like NERVE WRACKING to the MAX not knowing what Charles' is doing right now....yes, i would rather worry and know whats going on than worry and wonder...because my imagination seems to wonder the worst it could ever possibly get and then some...not good! Her son will do fine...not sure what kind of training he is doing but to my understanding its not at all in the slightest easy or fun. Prayers are always with CJ and Charles!
Hopefully today I can get some things done...baby shower invites and moving things around to get the baby room ready...Tomorrow is the day that the husband is supposed to be able to call me. I just want to know he is ok. EEWW I can't stand that i even know a rationale to this training they have to endure, but what kind of (not the only thing) that helps is that 30,000+ people go through it every year, and make it through. Its just not as easy to say ok its ok, when its your loved one....
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just wanted to say hello, and say congrats on your recent wedding and on the baby to be! Hope you don't mind me stopping by. I am a nurse and do no how hard it is to be pregnant and taking care of sick people. on top of all that missing your hubby. my thoughts and prayers are with you. You have so much to look forward to! Good luck and hang in there!
glad you got some good sleep last night. i think it's so exciting to be able to hear about someone expecting a baby. for a while someone in my family was always pregnant, but for right now no one is. hmmmm maybe "someone" should get going! hope you have a good night. maybe they'll be a power outage and those "call" lights will fail!
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