late entry today!

today has been one long and busy day.i did go to sleep early last night and charles called like he said he would...after doing his thing last night, but i said do not call! he woke me up and i had to be up early the next morning and like i said in prior posts...worked 12 hrs had 2hrs of sleep and hung out with his mom.....i needed sleep!

i woke up at 7am to go with my friend to childrens hospital for her sons doctors appt. it literally took 35 min to find parking and get in the building. it was a good thing we went together....because she would have never been able to do it on her own...pittsburgh hospitals are the worst!!! they give great care but they are built like a zoo! anyway, we were there for 1hr and 2 min and paid for 1-3hrs of parking! 2 dollars more just for 2 minutes!!!!

charles and i talked....he was upset about our fight as i was too...but i told him i would never throw the marriage away and he knows that. no matter how stressed we get, i love him more than anything, we were both really frustrated and both overreacted...thats what we do. fight and make up. he was able to talk to his mom, dad and brother, which was really good too. he needed that extra pep for the rest of his RT coming up the next couple days. he was able to open up and tell me how he was really feeling, about how nervous he was and worried about some of the things he will be going through. just let me say, its really so much easier to help with pep talks and support if you kinda know how the person REALLY feels.

he also talked about the baby and labor. hes nervous he wont be here for the delivery...he told me that i had to "cross my legs and keep her inside until he gets here," when she decides to come. i said i would do my best but its out of my control. lol. he is also nervous that he wont be able to handle all the gross stuff....vomit, poopy diapers, the actual delivery etc. he will though...hes going to be a great dad. he just doesn't know it yet, especially if he can handle the AF training.

he was also worried about twomey today. the flights he had to catch and landing in florida...but he did make it there! really nice to know! he said that him and hansen miss him a lot. i told him not to worry that they will all keep in touch. i know all 3 of them used to play WoW, this online fantasy game but charles quit for a while. i tried to talk him back into playing so they all had something to do together while being so far apart. i dont know...we will see how that turns out. as for right now, i am going to sleep so i can be awake for the morning phone call before the husband leaves...its imperative that i can not miss it!

gnight.